This was what I wrote in my Uj on the 30th of Aug @ 7:53pm:

Today, Faz and I took 2 steps ahead :)

++ I was sitting with him in the bus and since i have this fetish for bitting people, I bit him 4 times on his right shoulder. Haha.

++ We kept fooling around when we were walking to our primary school.

++ After he finished changing and stuff, we were fooling around again and suddenly, he held my hand :) Yayy!

++ While deciding where to go, he kept hugging me. Awww.

++ In McD, I laid on his left shoulder because his right was ticklish lol.

++ He came to my house :)

++ We laid on my bro's bed. Being in his arms..wow..too good :)

++ After we had supper, I laid on him again. Gahh, he's sooo nice and cuddly! wo0t wo0t! :)

++ And I kinda recieved my first non-real kiss today [a real kiss would prolly be one on the lips. ahem.]. Before he left my house, he kissed my cheek, and I kissed him back. Whee :)

I had to admit that we were all over each other today. And it's my frist itme doing all these. And I dun feel awkward at all. He was at my house from 6.30-11.30pm. Yup I can't wait to see him again tomorrow :) Whee I feel so loved <333

Um yeah, yesterday, Me and Faz went for our first date. Yup. And it was funny because we didn't talk AT ALL. Hurhur. I think Faz and I have this problem of..lacking of things to talk about haha. Well..yeah. We gotta fix that soon. But yeah, yesterday was really nice just being with him.

Oh and when Faz held/hugged me when we took the neoprint, I was kinda shocked because he still doesn't dare to hold my hand but he dares doing that. Ohhhh and during lunch, me fed mee. Jess got a shocked when he did that haha. Not saying that I dun like it though.. Hurhur ;)

And yesterday night, when Iw as thanking him for the day and stuff, he something along the lines of like, "it's worth every cent becase I was with you.." Aww it was sweet.

Today, at McD, uhh..Well since we sat opposite each other, my knee was touching his knee and we kept moving it together.. and all the while I had my hand on his knee. Hurhur. And he didn't seem to mind though. And he bought me drink and fed me his sundae =) Hurhur. I had my head on the table once, and he kept my bangs out form my eyes. Heh. Then he send me home. He send me up till the stairs and before he left he touched my chin lightly. Hurhur. =)

I dunno, lil lil things we've been doing nowadays make me feel closer to him some more and stuff.

I think I have to admit that I'm the sort who is kinda clingy. No, not really. I just want someone to hold me that's all. Yuup.

I think I'm really in love with Faz =)

I was talking to Faz till like 1.30am. wo0t. He told me quite a number of secrets. HURHUR. Lol.. Oh and before we put down he said, "i love you.." and awww it was my first time hearing him say that. And usually it's kinda difficult ofr me to respond when I hear some guy say that but I didn't flinch or anything and I replied "i love you too.." back. wo0t. :)

Ok, i better sleep now. Nighttt guys.

Yesterday, `Alia and Hazmi and some misunderstanding so Faz and I talked to `Alia online..trying to console her and stuff. Then the night before yesterday, I was trying to console Jess because of Shaun. So I said "Yesterday I was trying to console Jess and today, `Alia. Sigh.." And Faz was like, "so when's our turn sweetheart?" I was like giving him a glaring face and said, "if can I dont want this to happen k" and he was like, "pls arhh..I'm not like tt k.." Then like we were still trying to console `Alia..she was pretty sad and all and Faz was like, "Sitiiii promise me this will never happen to us???" and I was like, "i hopeeeee so..." Haha, quite out of point, but I guess it's just the way he said it..

Ohh and yesterday he sent me home also. It was sweet. He send me right to my doorstep. My brother saw him when I was saying bye. He was like, "who's that?" And I was like, "Uhh..Fazree." and he was like, "Why didn't you ask him in?" and I went, "cos he has to go, he has classes later.." Then my bro gave me this cheeky look and then he called Mursh and started gossiping about me and Faz! wth! Lol Mursh gimme a text and she was like, "Tomato, Fazree send you home eh? Aww you guys! So you are like a couple now eh?" Lol she used to call me Hobbit but she changed it to Tomato because the other day after I read the poem Faz gave me, i was all red and flushed and stuff and I prolly look like a tomato, so that's why. Haha.

Ohh during Physics today, Faz lost his TYS lol. Then before doing out TYS work, Mr Chee was like, "I found this TYS, it was Raudziah's phone number written in it.." And everyone turned to Faz lmao. Raudziah's this senior girl that he used to like. He turned me down before because of Raudziah. Poo. Lol. Anyway, then Faz went out to the front to get his book and Mr Chee was like, "can i start a rumourrr?" Lol. Then Hafiz and Faezah was like, "Siti! Chiiill! Breathee!!" Lol..

Whee..I'm really happy with Faz :) Hurhur, after waiting for like 5 years..I'm finally with him. But it's only been about 3 days hurhur. I reallly hope this will last.